{"id":25,"date":"2013-08-16T22:32:00","date_gmt":"2013-08-16T20:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/haargaard.se\/?p=25"},"modified":"2013-08-16T22:32:00","modified_gmt":"2013-08-16T20:32:00","slug":"bakslag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/?p=25","title":{"rendered":"Bakslag"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Det har legat och lurat ett tag men idag slog bakslaget ner med full kraft. All nedtryckt ledsenhet v\u00e4llde in som en \u00e5ngv\u00e4lt som bara rullar p\u00e5.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sorgen \u00f6ver att ha f\u00f6rlorat s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r med underm\u00e5lig behandling som skulle kunnat vara mycket b\u00e4ttre om sjukv\u00e5rden hade varit intresserad av patienter som m\u00e5r bra, att leta orsaker och inte bara behandla symptom, att inte se samband. Att inte f\u00e5 m\u00f6jligheten att f\u00e5 pr\u00f6va vilken form av behandling som skulle kunna fungera b\u00e4ttre.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sorgen \u00f6ver att inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4ta den mat jag tycker om. En av f\u00e5 saker som \u00e4nd\u00e5 gav n\u00e5gon form av gl\u00e4dje i livet.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sorgen och saknaden efter pappa. Som fanns d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag beh\u00f6vde prata, vare sig jag var glad eller ledsen, bara att lyfta telefonen.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sorgen att inte vara \u00e4lskad. Att f\u00e5 uppleva k\u00e4rlek och trygghet. Ensamhet \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div>Ska livet bara vara en st\u00e4ndig kamp kan det lika g\u00e4rna kvitta\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det har legat och lurat ett tag men idag slog bakslaget ner med full kraft. All nedtryckt ledsenhet v\u00e4llde in som en \u00e5ngv\u00e4lt som bara rullar p\u00e5. Sorgen \u00f6ver att ha f\u00f6rlorat s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r med underm\u00e5lig behandling som skulle &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/?p=25\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s41RA4-bakslag","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haargaard.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}